My Last Hours in Chile
Looking Back on My Experience
04.07.2011 - 11.07.2011
55 °F
I'm currently sitting in a hostel in Santiago, not far from the first hostel I stayed at here and where I once took Spanish classes. In less than two hours I will head to the airport to get on a plane that will take me back to the United States. The mountains in Santiago look different from how I remember them. They are covered in snow now. It's pretty, but seems to signal that I've been here for a long time. In some ways it feels like I've been here ages (and believe me, some days and weeks dragged on forever), but at the same time, part of me can't believe it's already over.
My last days in Tocopilla were filled with goodbye parties and presents. I think half of my suitcases may be gifts and souvenirs, most of which I did not buy. As much as my students didn't want to listen to me and told me that English was boring, they certainly seem to have disliked the fact that I was leaving. "Miss, now we will only have boring English classes!" "Don't leave us miss!!! Pleeeaassee!" "Miss take me with you!" I spent the last week of classes showing them pictures of my house, my family, my friends, etc. They seemed to really enjoy it. I really do hope they learned something. If nothing else, I know that they know how to say "I'm fine, thank you. How are you?" Hopefully they know what it means.
Things I Learned in Chile
- I assume I have learned some Spanish, or at least that it has improved. I think it must have. I can't say it always feels like it has, though. I know that language acquisition is a slow process and it's hard to notice improvements, so it's hard for me to really say how much I've learned. I do know that I have successfully translated for non-Spanish speakers a few times now and that Chileans often say, "oh yes, you can speak Spanish" to me. At the same time I still sometimes stumble over my words and have a hard time expressing exactly what I want to say, and sometimes I still don't understand what people say to me. I like to make myself feel better about the latter by reminding myself that I'm in Chile, and Chileans speak way faster than other Spanish speakers.
- I really enjoy the richness of the English language. For a long time I felt that my inability to express myself exactly as I wanted in Spanish was simply a result of my limited vocabulary. As time went on, however, I realized there was more to it than just that. While my vocabulary is certainly limited, for many things there simply aren't as many ways to express yourself as there are in English. Or, at least, if there are, they are quite uncommon. For instance, there are only a couple phrases you can use to express that something bad or unfortunate has occurred. I feel like there are many more in English. Similarly, there seem to be a lot of ways in English to just very slightly change the significance of what you are saying, with words like would, could, should, can, etc. There are many others but they are hard to think of randomly. While it is possible to say phrases such as these in Spanish, there aren't as many, and often aren't used with as much frequency. This may have to do with the directness of the Spanish language. They says things that I consider quite impolite, because it would be in English, but which is not impolite for them. Maybe we are just really into politeness in English.
- I am fully capable of traveling alone, even in a foreign country. I just might not be very good at it. Although I was often with other people when I traveled places, there were quite a few times where I traveled to completely unknown places by myself. I always made it through my trips successfully, but, given my terrible directional skills, I often end up getting lost at least once. I also seem to have a terribly hard time figuring out public transportation systems. Still though, since I am a patient person, even with myself most of the time, I'm able to get past the hours I spend lost in unknown cities and enjoy myself just fine.
Things I Will Miss About Chile
- The people. I will certainly miss many of the people I have met here including my family and my students (at least the ones I actually know and recognize...). I will undoubtedly miss Antonellas hugs when I come home from school. Luckily the internet exists, making staying in touch pretty easy.
- Completos. Even with the overwhelming amount of mayo that the Chileans put on them, I'm quite fond of these amazing hot dogs. Tomatoes, avocados, sauerkraut, mayonnaise, ketchup all in a nice, warm, toasted bun... what's not to like? This is probably one of the few Chilean foods I'll make when I get home.
- The ocean and mountains. After a while I took them for granted. Sometimes, I even disliked the small mountains by my house for not being as pretty as snow-capped mountains with tree lines and greenery... dirt and rock gets pretty boring after a while. Still, I'm sure that I will miss being able to look out the window and see mountains and ocean whenever I like.
- Relatively easy and comfortable bus travel. Buses aren't very popular in the United States, but they are incredibly popular in Chile. As a result the buses here are more comfortable, and there are more of them. Long bus rides don't seem bad when your in a seat that reclines really far back. Honestly, I would much rather do another 20 hour Chilean bus ride than sit in a plane for 10 hours today. The plane ride is guaranteed to be uncomfortable. Luckily, it's redeeming factor is that it's taking me home.
- An emphasis on people. As I'm sure I've mentioned before, Chileans, and Latinos in general, I believe, put a heavier emphasis on relationships and conversations. While this sometimes bothered me when it caused huge time inefficiencies and lateness, I can see it's benefits. I hope I can take a little bit of this belief system back with me and incorporate it into my everyday life.
Things I Won't Miss About Chile
- Salt. I believe I've complained about salt from the very beginning. I think the fact that I can still notice the food is extremely salty is good, because it means I haven't become accustomed to it. I can't wait to exchange salt for pepper.
- Lack of products, both food and otherwise. I often couldn't find what I consider common, every day products. This was largely because I was located in a small town, but sometimes I couldn't even find them in larger cities. I miss being able to get whatever you need at the grocery store.
- Random store hours. Although I got somewhat used to the opening and closing times of the stores and shops in Tocopilla (9 am - 1 pm; 5:30 or 6 pm- 10ish), they were never guaranteed. People pretty much just opened and closed stores whenever they felt like it, which could be really annoying if you needed to get something. In Chile, you need to make sure you don't wait until the last minute to buy things, or you just might not be able to.
- High prices. The region of Antofagasta is known to have some of the highest prices in all of Chile because the miners are quite well off. Unfortunately most people aren't miners, making it rather unfair to them that the prices are so high. In my experience, though, it's not just the Antofagasta region that has high prices. All of Chile seemed fairly expensive to me. Not all things are expensive though. Sometimes I would expect things to be expensive and they would actually be really cheap. Things I thought would be cheap would often be expensive. Overall though, I would consider Chile quite expensive, especially considering that average incomes are lower here than they are in the US.
- Earthquakes and tremors. I only really experienced one decently sized earthquake and it wasn't bad. It was more of an experience than anything. Still, I don't particularly like living in a place with Earthquakes. I don't like that they are impossible to predict. I think I prefer living with tornadoes. At least they have sirens.
- The lack of indoor heating. I'm always cold. I like heating and cooling systems. I really like heating systems. Tocopilla doesn't get that cold, but when it does, you need to bundle up not just to go outside, but to stay inside too. When I went to San Pedro, there was no heat in the hostel, even though it got below freezing at night. I was so bundled up when I went to bed I felt like I was camping. I will never take a thermostat for granted again.
Things I am Looking Forward to in the US
- The people. My family, my friends, anybody know, I'm excited to see. I've missed most of them, and I've spent the last few months with a fairly limited number of friends I could see with any level of regularity. I'm excited to get to spend lots of time with people I know and love again.
- Malls, movie theaters, bowling alleys, restaurants (with a variety of food!), things to do. I miss these simple activities. I don't necessarily even take advantage of them that frequently, but it's nice to have the option.
- Vegetables, non-fried food, flavor, ingredients, etc. (have I mentioned I love food?). I can't even describe how much I am looking forward to having a good salad. Or Mexican food. Or hamburgers....
- Water. Especially in restaurants. I really enjoy that when you go to a restaurant in the United States you get a glass of water with your meal. It's nice to have water. It's nice to drink water, at any time of the day, with any type of food. Water is good. It's even better when you are allowed to drink water from your tap.
- Being able to express myself exactly how I want. People are going to expect me to speak to them in English, and I really know how to speak English. I can say exactly what I want in English, and people almost always understand me (admittedly, sometimes I mumble and they don't). It's weird speaking English now. Yesterday somebody was talking to me, in English, about the fact that he didn't know Spanish, and for a couple minutes I kept trying to speak to him in Spanish. I had to remind myself to say the words in English. I'm sure this problem will go away very quickly.
Posted by amandaks73 11.07.2011 11:14 Archived in Chile Comments (0)

